Aroliacue's Shipmaster Job Ban

Appeal details/ Why should you be unbanned: By the point I had committed suicide, the CRS had had half its atmosphere breached, we had lost the main bomb and the backup Slipspace Core bomb was what I assumed at the time to be missing on a Spirit, and all of our breaching pods/second Spirit were either used or destroyed. Medbay was completely gone. I was not aware that the Starboard Hangar was depressurized when I went in, and my lungs popped from it. At this point we had failed two attacks with very little progress made, and when I went back to Medbay to get Dexalin, there was apparently an Arbiter.

Now, I was never aware that comitting suicide was job-bannable as it isn't mentioned anywhere in the rules on Discord, and I haven't read over the rules listed in-game to see if it's any different. I was already 'dead' as my lungs were gone and I couldn't fix them without access to the operating room or the medical vendors, and my assumption was that the Arbiter would suffice as a backup Shipmaster (I will admit I was also malding at the time and just wanted to Alt+F4). I was ahealed after my first attempt but I was still not told that suicide was against the rules, and I SSD'd after my second (and successful) attempt.

I rejoined to get messaged by Shark that I was jobbanned from Shipmaster. Now, I never would've done something like this if I was a human as it'd thematically make no sense, but for Sangheili I assumed that my reasoning was good enough to justify it. Had I been told otherwise I wouldn't have attempted. This is entirely a mistake on my part as I should've ahelped it first, but I was seething too hard to think of that.